Caryl asked me the other day how come i did not go for band dinner? Pringles asked me the same thing yesterday too.

Well, i did. I went to the hotel to foot the bill n left.

I can't say i'm not affected by what happened between the J2s n myself. I can only say that it is buried deep in my heart n i have no wish to open up this wound.It is not something that can be forgotten. Every now n then, the words or rather the comments made would just re-surface. the pen is definitely mightier than the sword.the repercussion of this incident is that i realize that whatever said can be twisted into something agst me, so pls dun ask me for comments wrt any batch anymore. Trust, is a thing of the past.

Well, anyway, i think it would be weird or rather awkward for me to attend the dinner n somehow i believe it would be a flaw to their memorable band journey. So,in order to make everyone happy,might as well not go.Besides, i suddenly realized only this yr, a bit late but better late than never, band dinner is never meant for teachers. our role is basically to ensure that it happen n then foot the bill.My last band dinner was in 2006.

I'm listening to the recording of "One Family,One Flag" concert which took place on 6th Aug 2006 in Esplanade Concert Hall.

It's the BEST concert. Though every batch has their own unique concert, but to me the "One Family,One Flag" concert is the BEST!!My proudest moments! So proud to see the JC band on stage, so proud of them making this concert so perfect!

This concert touched my heart. In years to come, i will still remember this concert which will be the last i would forget. If i do forget, then i must really be senile.

If anyone thinks it is an easy feat to put 4 bands on stage for a concert with the least mistakes made, pls, by all means go n try. I really gave my all for this concert n even pringles knew it cos he said it was a perfect concert.

I think for each n every who had performed in this concert, to forget the moments on stage, is not an easy thing to do. It's the pride of the SAV bands-One Family Unbroken

@HK International Airport

Wow!So cute!!!!
Panda Fu Wa!!

Taken by the roadside
The soft soft couch in which i slack

I love Hongkong! I love the Fu Wa! They are soooo cute!I almost brought the huge red one home, from HK International Airport.

I felt so at home when i reached HK. Everything just seem so familiar, though i had not been there for the past 6 months. U just know exactly where to go, what to do.

Oh, n my hotel is so nice.Esp the nice red couch above.I want to go n get one for my study room then i can slack there n read my books!Hmm, but before that, i need to create some space in the room first.

3 days passed so quickly that i really dun want to come back. It's not really so much abt the shopping now but more of the emotional attachment. I have grown to love this cosmopolitan, to appreciate the pple's uniquity and their determination. I really can't imagine myself taking up 2 jobs and work from morning to night, yet they still have the time to relax without feeling tired.It's really this positivity, this wondrous spirit in them that i envy.

I wonder when i can go to HK again. I'm still waiting for a reply from Uni of HK wrt my application for PhD,cos i can't go for the interview, thus i need to ask if i can write an essay instead of interview.

It's a good holiday. I just need to leave this country n refresh myself.

Looking forward to my trip to Manchester in sept.I miss my Uni supervisor.

I'm sorry if u r made to feel this way but it was really unintentional. Maybe i was not sensitive enough to your feelings, maybe u feel that i am taking u for granted. In actual fact, this is not the case.

I have always been grateful for all that u have given and u will always be so dear to me. But pls believe that for whatever decision i make,it is for your own good. Nothing is going to come out of this,cos it is rather unacceptable to many. So,let go pls, for ur own good.

Woah! Today is a happy day cos my dear "boyfriend"came to SAJC n we had a tea break. haha. so nice bitching with him n the best part is, HE's still as auntie as ever!!

Hahaha!No lah!He's a very sweet boy, a gentleman.N we finally took a photo together!!My bitch club photo is complete NOW!!!

Hmm,my former band teacher in charge is coming back next year to teach. Bye, my beloved band. It's time for you to return to someone more capable.....

Hate is the strongest feeling i had today. Followed by anger.

I HATE to be THREATENED. I will remember the person who ANGERED me so. If i dun get the DESIRED outcome after allowing the sacrifice,U(I Swear) will definitely get it from me. I DUN give a DAMN who u r. U can go n complain but U better pray to God that I SEE RESULTS.

STUPID BITCH.U got to be kicked in the ASS. I Swear

Hmm,i survived this week!

Ok, finally got my new handphone.though it is not really like new new.That mango was making fun of me on sat, saying "Ah, u finally got technology!" :P Like i'm some mountain tortoise. Oh, that dear michelle would really be the death of me, btw! Must make sure she keep a distance from my handsome "boyfriend" haha, esp now when she got the "Worm" and Mary!!

I can finally focus on what i need to for this coming week. and also looking forward to my hols overseas!!

SFW is finally over for the band n hopefully their life can be back to normal. Of course, in terms of admin, there are still things to be done.

Open House,hmm,was quite incredible concerning the fact that they had been playing for hours everday for about 7 days continuously. But they did it!*Clap* it did not really matter whether this time the band decorated the bandroom or not cos time was not in our favour and just had to be flexible. got to be fair to them.

The CDs were very efficient in coming up with the last-min ads to be pasted round college on sat morn.

Oh, there was something which i was quite proud of. There were actually pple who thought the doorgifts were sweets. Ok, though they were not very nicely wrapped, but to a person who's an art idiot like me, it was quite an achievement to make the doorgifts n pamphlets. It was quite fun :) Dun know,by doing all these,it made me feel that at least i'm contributing something to e band, like a part of this family :)