It's OVER!!The concert is finally OVER!! One down!!

Positive responses from the audience. Which is a good sign.

Maybe cos i had done too many concerts, maybe cos the night back in college did not end well, but was a bit immune to all.

Yes, i would miss the J2s,more of individuals than a batch. We had our fun times together. I wld still tear when i watched the movie they made esp for me while i was in China last yr cos i missed them a lot. Many had grown up over the one yr, matured. It's heartening to see them mature but sometime i miss the boyish-ness in them.

Many said i undermined the J2s n i dun wish to clarify any further. The Heavens can be e witness of my love for them. People i wld miss most: Caryl, Mish,Gabriel,Daryl,Joshua,Bean,
Joanna,Tau. Such caring n understanding people who were there when i was really really down.

I was proud of the J1s on sunday. Proud of the improvement and their co-operation.Keep it up!!

Till date, the concert i love most is still "One Family, One Flag" in 2006. My pride. Let's do it again in 2010!

Today's seminar was damn boring. Was not even paying attention. Ok, did not set a good example, but i also never scold anyone for talking or sleeping. That guy was not boring, just funny, with his weird laughter n all.

Sigh, Victorians only mah.School ranking still lose to HCJC. Ok,i'm a hopelessly proud Hwa Chongian who loves my JC so much!!Yeah!!

Anyway, i was discussing with teddy bear some band stuff, disturbing Raymond to get the Skittles, throwing empty food boxes at Lip Chiau(wow!my aiming damn good!)Yup, doing all sorts of weird stuff except paying attention. Class bonding ah!! Haha!!

Actually, was quite stressed lately.Concert coming,i kept checking n thinking to make sure i have done everything. I think i'm going crazy. I just want this concert 2 be perfect. So that the efforts put in by the students wun go down the drain.

Then i'm quite worried abt band trip,cos of the $$.

Then worried abt my students' academics,both CG n band.

i think i will go crazy one day. N when we had the meeting wrt DSA the other day,i was quite stressed cos like performing arts, i have the loudest voice(ok, that's the truth) n like the entire decision was on me. I mean the wrong choice can affect the DSA intake for performing arts man. It's challenging to be 2nd i/c but it's damn stressed as well, cos of the repercussion of decisions.

I think the class is getting quite bonded. Still playful, n restless. Aiyo, always so talkative. Haha!!So far,no complains!!! Good ah!!now marking is like crazy, madness.

Not enough sleep ah!!!i miss my pillow,my singing carebear.

i agreed with what DP said this morning,abt appreciation. I believe everyone needs to know that they are being appreciated. I guess i have never tell my class how much i appreciate them. It's such a wonderful feeling to feel their presence, to know that they will support u n all.

Haha, n know what? Someone just told me last week, face-to-face, that i had inspired him to be more efficient. Wow!!! I was so impressed as in i have never thought that his efficiency was a result of my inspiration. I have always believed he has the gift in him to excel. That's what i told him. But i'm glad i can inspire someone. Haha! Loud Hailer can also inspire :P So proud of myself! Haha!!

Sorry sorry ah! Have not blogged for a long time. Have not fully recovered from band camp yet. I think the gossip session on the last night which lasted till 4am took the toll on me. Sigh, old already, cannot do without sleep. Have not been fully well lately,hope i wun fall sick.

I got a pleasant surprise from my CG last fri. As i was sorting out the compositions they submitted, i came upon an orange card. I was like "omg! they submitted someone's birthday card!!" Then upon closer look, i realized the card is for me!! haha!! For someone who can't draw, i really admire the talent my students have, drawing the figures on the card.

Hmm, there is a sentence i dun really understand in the card. Then i think, n think till my head nearly crack, then i finally understand. Haha!!

Soooo sweet really of the class to give me a hand-made card to cheer me up! It really makes my day,nearly cried again. I have always believed nothing is more valuable than anything hand-made. It may not be pettite or elegant but it holds many efforts n thoughts. I still remember the days when i planted pots of flowers for my CG during the J2 farewell assembly. Went to Cold storage to buy the soil, the seeds and then to Ikea to get the class bottles. They cost quite a lot. It was time consuming filling 24 bottles with soil and seeds, tying ribbons and writing their names on the bottles. But it was fulfilling.

Thank u so much, my dears of 08S05 for all the care and concern u have shown and given me! Thanks for giving me the motivation to come to school each day, to feel the sense of pride when i see all of u, of course not forgetting the moments of high blood pressure!

Hmm, sidetrack a bit, can u all dun talk during scripture readings? Must respect the speaker n the religion. I'm so afraid one day my eyes will pop out cos i glare too much at those who keep talking. (ok,it's a lame joke,u can laugh now)