Today's seminar was damn boring. Was not even paying attention. Ok, did not set a good example, but i also never scold anyone for talking or sleeping. That guy was not boring, just funny, with his weird laughter n all.

Sigh, Victorians only mah.School ranking still lose to HCJC. Ok,i'm a hopelessly proud Hwa Chongian who loves my JC so much!!Yeah!!

Anyway, i was discussing with teddy bear some band stuff, disturbing Raymond to get the Skittles, throwing empty food boxes at Lip Chiau(wow!my aiming damn good!)Yup, doing all sorts of weird stuff except paying attention. Class bonding ah!! Haha!!

Actually, was quite stressed lately.Concert coming,i kept checking n thinking to make sure i have done everything. I think i'm going crazy. I just want this concert 2 be perfect. So that the efforts put in by the students wun go down the drain.

Then i'm quite worried abt band trip,cos of the $$.

Then worried abt my students' academics,both CG n band.

i think i will go crazy one day. N when we had the meeting wrt DSA the other day,i was quite stressed cos like performing arts, i have the loudest voice(ok, that's the truth) n like the entire decision was on me. I mean the wrong choice can affect the DSA intake for performing arts man. It's challenging to be 2nd i/c but it's damn stressed as well, cos of the repercussion of decisions.

I think the class is getting quite bonded. Still playful, n restless. Aiyo, always so talkative. Haha!!So far,no complains!!! Good ah!!now marking is like crazy, madness.

Not enough sleep ah!!!i miss my pillow,my singing carebear.

i agreed with what DP said this morning,abt appreciation. I believe everyone needs to know that they are being appreciated. I guess i have never tell my class how much i appreciate them. It's such a wonderful feeling to feel their presence, to know that they will support u n all.

Haha, n know what? Someone just told me last week, face-to-face, that i had inspired him to be more efficient. Wow!!! I was so impressed as in i have never thought that his efficiency was a result of my inspiration. I have always believed he has the gift in him to excel. That's what i told him. But i'm glad i can inspire someone. Haha! Loud Hailer can also inspire :P So proud of myself! Haha!!