I dun know if we are both putting on a forced front or have i really forgiven u for being so hurtful n callous?I thought after all the late night chats during band camp last yr, we had established certain understanding. U said it yourself, that cos we we had talked abt a lot of things at different levels, had worked well last yr, that's y you continue to share with me ur own concerns n fears.

But u decided to use the most hurtful words to negate everything i had done for u. All the support/trust/belief, are not worthy of your appreciation. U said u would stay by my side,gave me what u love most to show me your support,now that this had happened, what am i to do?

And u know that u had gone too far, otherwise, given ur character,u would not have asked me for forgiveness,in an uncertain tone. yet, the damage is done. If u drive a knife into someone's heart, do u think a sorry can atone for that sin?

after a week,after thinking abt it day n night, i cannot believe that deep down, i had actually forgiven u. I dun know y, but it just happened. N surprisingly,i fully understand how u feel n y you did what u actually did.

But pls, dun do it again. There are only so many times a person can be hurt, there are only so many times i can forgive u. This is the 3rd time.