I miss the band really terribly. I totally dislike what i'm doing now, i hate meetings, i hate all the stupid things i have to do.

I just want to go back to where i was last yr, to find the passion in e day-to-day things i do.

The only place where i find e peace n calmness i want is the bandroom. I'm so scared one day it would be taken away from me. THen i have nowhere to run to.

I would give anything to have my new portfolio taken away. Anything.